Feeling Crafty

I mostly write about Fibromyalgia, Chronic Pain, Chronic Fatigue and Invisible Illness, but I do occasionally deviate from these subjects to talk about other things. Today I wanted to share with you some of the crafty stuff I like to work on.

One of the first things I started on quite some time ago was this:

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The colour is done in chalk and the leaves are from cut out paper. The lamb is a pin that I found in a box of jewelry. It’s not finished yet, as I’m not sure what I want to do with the rest of it. Maybe something to break up the horizon, or some tiny flowers. I just feel like it’s incomplete somehow so I’ve put it aside until I figure out what to do next. If you have any ideas, leave them in the comments for me.

Other projects I’ve been working on included this mixed piece:

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It’s a wall hanging with beads and buttons and 3D butterflies and moss grass etc. Mostly I did it to play around with texture. It hangs in the Craft Room/Sewing Room and while it’s pretty simplistic, it was a start.

I’ve also done some very basic flower arranging:

The thing that I seem to be into the most right now is beading. I have been creating hanging beads for outside, including these:

They hang on the beam along the sidewalk by our parking space and serve no purpose except to look pretty. I’m also creating hanging beads that will go in front of the slats of our fence on our back patio, for the same reason:

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I’ve put cardboard behind so you can actually see the beads, but they would normally just hang through the slats

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I think when it’s done it will look really pretty. I’m going to put a bell on each one so it acts like a wind chime as well. The bell will go where the middle slat is. The ones I showed you are hanging in our front patio and I might make more for there as well. Depend on how many beads I have and how tired I get of stringing them!  LOL!

I’m not really very crafty. I have to follow instructions pretty closely in order to do things, but this is pretty easy stuff. I’m hoping the shiny beads will attract more hummingbirds as well…I get a few to my feeder and we have tons of birds around here, so we’ll see. Maybe I’ll scare them all away!!

If you are a crafter, what type of things do you like to do? Leave me a comment to share your favourites and maybe I’ll learn something new!

There is always hope!

I Want You To Want Me

I’m tackling a tough topic again today – intimacy when you live with Chronic Pain. If you remember the Cheap Trick song, it’s been on my mind lately:

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I’d love you to love me.
I’m beggin’ you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I’d love you to love me.

How do you enjoy an active and healthy love life when you’re in pain all the time. How do you appease your partner, who may not understand what it’s like to be in pain 24/7. Even when you’ve explained it a million different ways, when it comes to talking about sex, and how painful it can be, it’s not an easy conversation, no matter how long you’ve been a couple. And your sexual orientation makes no difference either.

Intimacy is the fuel that keeps a good relationship running. It encompasses so much more than just sex. Think about the different ways it’s defined in the Thesaurus:

  1. the state of being intimate.
  2. a close, familiar and unusually affectionate or loving personal relationship with another person or group.
  3. an act or expression serving as a token of familiarity, affection, or the like, to allow the intimacy of using first names.
  4. an amorously familiar act; liberty.
  5. sexual intercourse.

Intimacy is also about being close emotionally. When was the last time you went on a date? When was the last time you actually sat and talked to each other ABOUT each other? Not about work or the kids, but about the two of you and how you’re doing. What’s new, what’s real, what you love about each other? When was the last time you looked into each other’s eyes and said “I love you” and really meant it?

If you haven’t dated for a while, maybe it’s time you did. Here are 25 easy date ideas that might get you started in the right direction:

  1. Go to a community play,
  2. Do an inside or outside picnic
  3. Work out together
  4. Go roller skating or ice-skating
  5. Movie marathon with ice cream sundaes
  6. Play hide and seek in a cornfield (or the woods)
  7. Go on a walk around your neighbourhood in the evening
  8. Go to estate sales together
  9. Make a romantic dinner at home
  10. Build something together
  11. Go bowling
  12. Go hiking!
  13. Find the best happy hours in town and make the appetizers your meal
  14. Have friends over and play board games
  15. Go to an antique store and talk about the past lives of old objects
  16. Get some thrift store tennis rackets and go to your city’s free courts
  17. Go to the neighbourhood pool
  18. Fly kites!
  19. Test drive an expensive car
  20. Go on a tour beer, food, etc.
  21. Find out what tours businesses in your city offer and try one out.
  22. Go thrifting or garage sale-ing together
  23. Do a breakfast date
  24. Find a free (or very cheap) class and take it together
  25. Go to the animal shelter and pet the animals

So once you’ve reconnected and you’re ready for sex again, the Mayo Clinic offers these suggestions when you have a partner who lives with Chronic Pain*

Sexual intercourse is just one way to satisfy your need for human closeness. Intimacy can be expressed in many different ways.

  • Touch. Exploring your partner’s body through touch is an exciting way to express your sexual feelings. This can include holding hands, cuddling, fondling, stroking, massaging and kissing. Touch in any form increases feelings of intimacy.
  • Self-stimulation. Masturbation is a normal and healthy way to fulfil your sexual needs. One partner may use masturbation during mutual sexual activity if the other partner is unable to be very active.
  • Oral sex. It can be an alternative or supplement to traditional intercourse.
  • Different positions. Lie side by side, kneel or sit. Look in your library or bookstore for a guide that describes and illustrates different ways to have intercourse. If you’re embarrassed to get this kind of book locally, try an online book retailer.
  • Vibrators and lubricants. A vibrator can add pleasure without physical exertion. If lack of natural lubrication is a problem, over-the-counter lubricants can prevent pain from vaginal dryness.
*https://www.mayoclinic.org/chronic-pain/art-20044369

The key factors to intimacy are trust, respect and honesty. You need to be able to trust your partner won’t push you into something you’re not physically able to do and will respect your limits. There needs to be honesty between the two of you and with yourselves as well. Don’t use your Chronic Pain as an excuse to get out of sex if it really isn’t a problem…that’s not fair to your partner. If you’re avoiding sex for another reason, then be honest. If you’re mad at your partner for something they’ve done, then say so. Tell them what and why and talk it out.

Don’t use your health to avoid other issues, because you’re simply breaking the trust and respect factors when you do that. You already have enough physical pain in your life – don’t add mental pain as well. Intimacy is too valuable a commodity to just throw away. Keep working on it and before you know it, you’ll be building and rebuilding the relationship of your dreams. And that’s no Cheap Trick!

There is always hope

 

 

 

Fun and Games

Things have been a little too serious here lately, so it’s time for something fun.

Grab a pen or pencil and ask your children these questions about you. I’ve received a reply back from my son Troy (age 36) and I’m waiting for my daughter Ashley to do hers (age 35) so you can have your adult kids do it too. Their answers may surprise you!!!

WITHOUT ANY prompting, ask your child(ren) these questions and write down EXACTLY what they say. It is a great way to find out what they really think. If you decide to post to Facebook, etc., make sure you put your Child’s age down. The little kids’ answers are always so funny!

Child’s age:

1. What is something mom/dad always says to you?

2. What makes mom/dad happy?

3. What makes mom/dad sad?

4. How does your mom/dad make you laugh?

5. What was your mom/dad like as a child?

6. How old is your mom/dad?

7. How tall is your mom/dad?

8. What is her/his favorite thing to do?

9. What does she/he do when you’re not here?

10. If she/he became famous, what will it be for?

11. What is your mom/dad really good at?

12. What is your mom/dad not really good at?

13. What does your mom/dad do for a job?

14. What is your mom’s/dad’s favorite food?

15. What makes her/him proud of you?

16. If she/he were a character, who would it be?

17. What do you and your mom/dad do together?

18. How are you and your mom/dad the same?

19. How are you and mom/dad different?

20. How do you know mom/dad loves you?

21. What does your mom/dad like most about dad/mom?

22. Where is your mom’s/dad’s favourite place to go?

23. How old was mom/dad when you were born?

24. What is mom’s/dad’s favourite thing to say?

Have fun with this and remember…

There is always hope!